When the same hands you held before doesn’t fit quite right anymore. When the arms wrapped around you used to make you feel secure now makes you feel insecure. When the smile that once made butterflies flutter in your stomach now leaves you empty. When the laughs turned to silence. When your first thought in the morning used to be “I’m so lucky to have him in my life..” turned to “he didn’t call me last night..” When the I love you’s turned to meaningless words. No, I think the worst part is: having to force & constantly telling yourself that your happy - that things will get better, that it was just another phase - when you know down to your very gut - things have changed.